HI guys.. After so long i update my blog le.. Its been 5wks i in army le.. Still alright.. lolx.. training abit tough, but still can pull through.. lolx.. Next wk onwards i m moving to another place le, as my house has sold le.. So i need to pack all my stuff next wk.. So tiring.. later still need to book in.. Time pass so fast.. Mayb i going to sign up 5yrs.. Coz I wan to have a gd life after tt.. Treat it as I m working for army.. I hope u understand what i m doing k.. Dear dear i miss u.. Muacks..
Riding down an endless road,
Cedric.11:02 AM
Haiz.. Now my aunt come my house.. They r quarreling wif my grandparents.. The atmosphere so tense in the living room.. They say until dun wan to ren each other.. They talk about last time.. Talk about ahma love to gamble.. Then blame on ahma.. All is becoz of what? money.. I feel so hurt deep down.. Now already no place to stay le.. Mum jus tell me haven find a room to stay yet.. Haiz.. I dunno how it will be 1mth from now.. I wan to earn more money.. I dun wan to suffer anymore.. Sometimes i wan to play mj wif grandparent becoz they ask me to play.. Ya.. I wan to play.. But I wan to play wif them.. Coz thats my connection wif them.. They oready 70 or more le bah.. My grandma always say tml morning they cannot wake up pass away, live until now also enough le.. Life is so short.. Sometimes i thought to myself.. Is there really a heaven or hell? Or issit when i die, it is a total blackout.. Thats the end of life.. Nobody knows..
Riding down an endless road,
Cedric.2:33 PM