Sunday, January 3, 2010

Haiz.. Now my aunt come my house.. They r quarreling wif my grandparents.. The atmosphere so tense in the living room.. They say until dun wan to ren each other.. They talk about last time.. Talk about ahma love to gamble.. Then blame on ahma.. All is becoz of what? money.. I feel so hurt deep down.. Now already no place to stay le.. Mum jus tell me haven find a room to stay yet.. Haiz.. I dunno how it will be 1mth from now.. I wan to earn more money.. I dun wan to suffer anymore.. Sometimes i wan to play mj wif grandparent becoz they ask me to play.. Ya.. I wan to play.. But I wan to play wif them.. Coz thats my connection wif them.. They oready 70 or more le bah.. My grandma always say tml morning they cannot wake up pass away, live until now also enough le.. Life is so short.. Sometimes i thought to myself.. Is there really a heaven or hell? Or issit when i die, it is a total blackout.. Thats the end of life.. Nobody knows..

Riding down an endless road,
Cedric.
2:33 PM

Me.
Name: Cedric
Age: 20
Dob: 20/11/1988
Dover Ite

Wishlist.
last long wif my kana
branded rolex design WATCH!!
get my 2a license
get a sling pouch
have a nice belt
get my 1st Gold chain
have more nice Shirt
levis jeans
Nice bracelet

Exit.
aoi
Sora
paulina
Debby
Melissa Mei
Nairne
Xiaotears
Melissa
kaiyin
Stephanie
Darren
Candy
Kristie
jane
Xinling
huixian
khornee
serene

Memories.
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
June 2010
July 2010
September 2010
October 2010
February 2011

Voices

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